May 2017 ~ Widow in the City

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This is a place for all broken grieving hearts to come, its my safe haven and I share this with all of you to be your safe haven. I am hoping through my journey of grieving as well as my real life experiences through grieving I can help all through their darkest hours, to ease the pain a little less, to maybe just give an ear to listen because sometimes that's all we need.

I am willing to bare all to each and everyone who comes to this blog. I want no one to be shy of anything. I want anyone to ask question's, tell their stories with pride. No one will judge you, or think you are different. We are all here going through the same thing GRIEVING. This is my safe haven, your safe haven. The place to heal, to find your smile again. Through this all I am on a journey to writing a book as well "The Grieving Path To Joy".

May 5, 2017

Thoughts of a Girl to Healing

In Memory of Jean Guy 1950-2011

So as I watched a video of Celine Dion paying tribute to the BeeGees a song I have heard many many times never really paying too close of attention to the lyrics and on this day as she stood tall to sing “Immortality” my heart opened fully to hear the true meaning of this song as she sang my eyes watered as tears started to fall as I realised the true meaning behind this song

I thought immediately of my husband passed and how on the 9th of this month it will be 6 years since he has passed away. Celine Dion Quoted from the song that brought my heart to the fullest of attention to just exactly what it means to have that forever love even if gone. “It’s a moving anthem about what endures in this life, and beyond”. It’s a song that means more and more to me each day, as the chorus goes immortality I make my journey through eternity, I keep the memory of you and me”.

Also in this song my heart beated so vastly with love as I heard the words “We don’t say good bye, I make my journey through eternity, I keep the memory of you and me inside”. This all right here had me to my knees in the knowing as always I have before that love is forever whether in flesh or beyond it never severs.

Because when you lose your heart you build it back up with memories of your love lost and also with the love you lost you become a part of them living life for them through all the hurt, pain and destruction their love in a magic way in your heart lights up your heart to find your way forever and always

This Month will be 6 years and I tell you some days its as though it was just yesterday and still I am finding my way but will always remember the light of love in my heart given by Jean Guy will always light my path in the darkest of times. Because losing your world is never something you get over, it is something you build again but never forgetting the world you lost.

It is always a fight to building a new but light up your heart and show the new you build just how solid the old that was not broke but taken and forever will be a part of your heart, soul and love.