Have you ever just sat in silence for just a little moment in time to feel that feeling come on as if something really surprisingly has happened, that real good rush of a good feeling through out your whole body? as you sit there your in awe as to why all of a sudden this spark has engaged through out your whole entire body, the feeling you get when something beautiful happens when not even expected. As I sat on the couch that feeling like many times before just came upon me out of no where, to surprise to my whole being I stopped to think what it was that I was thinking and like many times before what exactly at that moment was I thinking of as well.
A huge smile came to my face knowing that, it was not anything in particular that it was everywhere around me aligning to the thought that right in each and every of those moments I was coming to a realization of just how beautiful life has become, that it is the unknown out of no where the most beautiful things just pop out at you. That at any given time your beautiful, positive thoughts can manifest at any given second.
Its now the time of my life that has never been so clearer to me than before, it's moments of many that have been placed in my life. It's in the knowing that my positive thoughts that I think to form to reality shall happen any moment at any time in life, at any second of the day or night. It's in the remembering of a beautiful soul that I have met that in that split second as the room was full of so many it was only you and I that I felt was there. Holding onto that beautiful moment I walk closer and closer to all manifestations of my thoughts coming to life all around me and that little trickle of sensation that comes through every now and then is the sign that your aligning your all with the universe's whisper that you never thought you would hear until now.
Your face from that moment on has shown me just how happy the future will be, that no matter the circumstances you and I and this big world is vowing a future to us both, laughter that never ends, smiles that never turn into frowns, you literally can hurt from smiling too much this I've come to know that's a fact I have come to know for sure. Your not my reality as of yet but your the piece of so much more that in these moments of great sensations I feel leaving me to smile verifies manifestation of reality at any moment will be.
Vividly I take time to vision all has already happened, nothing but all I can see become a reality I vision has happened already, all that I want to be for far too long I have visioned over and over again in my daily living that so much of my thoughts and actions of visioning already been there is coming back my way to take it's reality. There are no words the feelings I have had for so long now are starring down the path to it's reality.
Your smiles, your compassion, all of you as I stood in that room with from day one has taken action to bring the reality of all I knew would be. However it's not just you, it is all I had feared to be but now knowing exactly what it is that has been given to me by the grace of God to use in my life, my purpose, I have finally listened and heard loud and clear.
You however are the icing on the top of it all, because since that very first day I knew in my future I'd get that vision I had visioned since the day I met you. For right now you stay unknown without a name for many reasons in my heart at any time you will be known to the world and everyone and all that is around. For so long I walked this earth wondering and wondering why is that special gift that so many speak of no where to be found in my life?, until the day I leaned into so many flashbacks of my life that it has so strongly been a presence all my life and not knowing.
To finally get it, to finally know is a feeling no words can ever describe, that my body is so full of excitement of all that is just aligning in life right now that tears of wondrous joy fall from my eyes in pure joy and happiness. The moment all wait for, that moment you finally shine so bright all around need sunglasses to wear as they look at you. Never ever in all my life I thought I'd ever get it, never ever I'd thought after losing my heart and soul I'd come to this point in my life where I put all pieces back together and built a platform so strong it will never be shaken.
Proud, proud to be the single mom that I am to of come so far, proud to be where I am in my career and all the beautiful souls that have come from that. Losing you my love of my life I truly know your the force in our life that forever keeps solid and strong on the right path. That you are forever our angel that now whispers to our soul in tune with the universe to all visions waiting to manifest to our reality of life. I remember the whisper to my ear, it was your voice I heard clear as day as I looked at this man I knew in my gut would be more than just a man as I heard that whisper say to me"no matter the circumstances this is the one for you".
These feelings though, these little sparks of wondrous sparks you feel so vividly through out all of you though, these feelings I know are only warning that all you have been visioning to become reality is warnings to you in a good way, warnings that your life is there, its alive, that all good you have ever wanted and visioned has happened already is starting to form and become your reality really soon. For no reason those feelings come upon you out of no where is true indication that you truly have the best of things boiling up getting ready to become what you have always envisioned that you thought for far too long was way to far fetched to know that nothing is ever too big, too far fetched, that you reap what you sew.
Let the good sensations keep on coming, soon before you even can think of the reality becomes your life you thought of for so long now. Now I leave you with a song that as soon as I heard it brought that feel good feeling through out my whole body"Love on the brain" no matter how bad I sound I sing this so loud no matter what with out a care in the world. Love to receive love, Love for life, Love for visions that become reality, Love to finally know the purpose that has been instilled in your heart.
