Coming from your heart to do things that you love, from a
passion so electrifying that radiates from your heart through love is always
where you will find your most amazing thing in life, to your life, to people
around you, that gift through you onto others radiates so much love that in
that love is the work of a love so powerful no words will ever explain. It’s not about magic; it’s not of just
coincidence it’s using your purpose, finding it in the great passion that fills
your all leaving you to know of nothing else that is
So powerful to you
that right to the core is your purpose exploding through each and every part of
you. When you back of all things with
your love nothing but good comes back your way.
Each time you make another smile, every time you see the spark come back
into someone’s eyes that you have helped to turn on that spark, to sparing
money to someone you know who is in need, to simply just being grateful for
what you have now and not seeing through to what you don’t have, to knowing God
is a love in you waiting for you to ignite and listen to what it is you are
meant to be here for. From littlest to
of biggest of things you do from your heart onto others is truly your whole
heart given to know that in it all comes back stronger and more than before,
God knows that you struggle, that you fall, that you fight, he sees that you
are truly doing all from the heart, taking your purpose to truly use it with
love onto the world.
To feel the brightness in your own self, to see that in
others and to give it to those that don’t, when you open your heart fully to
embrace the fears of taking the leaps looking back to smile that the leap of
faith is where all the most beautifulness of things happen you never ever worry
of fear again to have faith in all your leaps your net under you is there, to
leap in faith is to trust in God to allow him to see that you trust he will
catch you if you fall, that even in the fall is the best part of it all, it is
in the down time you get to see what you need to do it again with the knowledge
of why it was you fell all the other times.
When you feel that feeling of letting go of fear to accept in Faith and
trust you start to see things around you take shape as never before.
Most of all to believe in who you are and what you carry in
your heart is what is the most of importance to you and the purpose that you
build to. Some days you may not feel it
but it doesn’t mean it left you it just means you have a day to build the
things you see around in the now you are so very grateful for, to rid of the
feelings you can never do what it is your heart loves and wants you to do, to
feel you can’t be that impact to what your purpose is out into the world, well
those day are the days you need to fully lift up to God to understand to take
notice in the gratefulness of all there is now, that it’s not easy, nothing you
build is ever easy and there will be days you feel the fight is more than you
can handle yet in it you find the spark is there, it may be dull but in the
gratefulness of all you see now it ignites bigger and brighter as it always has
been.
I lost my husband, I lost my father but through the bad I brought
in the good no matter how hard it was to see that good I brought it in, I felt
the pain but so hardly through it I prayed, I stuck to seeing the lessons, the
silver lining, the love of what we shared.
I leaned into my love, I leaned into my faith, without doubting I kept
taking those baby steps to what it was my heart felt so strongly to do, it was
not a whisper it was an explosive of nothing but energy through all of me, it
was my determination, it was the hurt, it was in it all I chose to understand
yes the pain is unbearable but in me is the strength and love to find the ways
to make my life worth living, to see there was life still worth living, to
understand that through it all there were so many out there feeling that pain
of grief as I do, that I never wanted anyone to feel the way I do for longer
than they needed, to not let others ever feel they were alone, that alone was
my heart and love letting me know the purpose of my love was ignited. I doubted, I struggled, I fell, yet each and every
time in getting back up here I was guided back to grief and loving to love
those that do grieve. I am writing this
blog tonight because I am in the clouds in the understanding just how important
it is to follow your heart to never stray from it no matter how tough times
are, to understand in your pain you can pull in the good no matter how little
it may be. To understand someone is
there waiting for you to love you endlessly and bless you in a purpose you back
with unconditional love.
After my husband passed it was in all of me to start right
away a blog, at first it was just as though to be as a journal a place to let
go of my emotions, later to find the help that was coming through to me of
others, than a spark of light in me felt it, my heart felt it, my love was in
it, it was then I knew in all of me that to be the person to help as many
people as I could to help that were grieving is what I wanted more than
anything, as little as it may of seemed, helping just one is more than not
doing nothing at all. Than to start
visioning my blog to be more than just a blog, to set out to become known, to
become so known that I could reach out onto so many out there around the world,
no matter how tough, how time consuming in all of me just wanted to be the
change in grief, to those that dodge grief, turn cheek to those that grief, to
even more so to those that felt alone.
To bring compassion, love, and understanding to the word grief that so
many brush off as something that just leaves over a certain amount of
time. Being able to make the change to a
topic so hush hush to so many when in all reality we all are touched with grief
sooner or later in life, it is just that fact that those who don’t, do not want
to see the one day they too will be touched by it.
Now through this all I’ve struggled in believing in myself,
that I and what I do was important enough to finding to surrender it to God to
know he knows of my purpose that in his hands one day it will blossom into
something bigger than I could of ever imagined it to be, that what I was doing
was being built from my heart, from the love of my purpose. Now that is when I see the blessings that
happened when you lift all your faith, trust, belief to the Lord knowing he
sees and knows what you are trying to build that he shall build it into
something even bigger than you thought of, to know your loved ones passed, your
guardian angels, your spirit guides all you lift up to sees you and knows in
your heart that what you are trying to do comes from the purest of love they
back you up and play a role in your purpose, into where it is you need to go.
Today was my proof of what does happen if you surrender to
not giving up on your purpose or dream but lifting it up to God is just how
much starts to be created with no stop in sight. Windsor Star paper here wants to do the story
of me, my blog and TV show coming soon on TV Cogeco, than finding out that my
show coming soon to TV Cogeco may turn into a series or documentary on CTV all
of this news today made me smile in knowing that faith, trust, love, belief in
giving it up to God in trust that he’s got you, that that’s not the end, the
more you embrace it the more doors that open, that the love you carry for what
you do for your purpose is endless where it will take you. I cried in knowing that thanks to my dad
passed he was the one to lead me to see this all, to lean into God’s love,
people that know that love, to lift it all up in faith, to embrace God so much
more than before this was all of the lesson to my heart from my dad as he left
this world. It is him, that’s when I see
it there is the good in the pain that we feel, that no matter what the good,
the blessings, the beauty are there, always there for your heart to embrace if
only you believe. To do things out of
the purest of love selflessly, to just love and help those you know are in pain,
no matter how hard it may seem to be.
When you lose someone it is of the hardest thing to bring
yourself to do but guess who blesses your heart to ease enough just a little to
make you see those blessings in it all, how is it you make it through each and
every hard day, when you look back to see how far you got, do you see how it is
you got to where you are? Through the
love of you, love of God, prayer and most of all our loved ones passed lifting
us when we feel we can’t walk. That no
matter what they are the force behind you to always wanting to see your smile,
not your tears.
There is so many of blessings that happen to not understand
where all of this good is coming from, purpose backed with unconditional love
to building to wanting to make a change in something that needs change, to
knowing and standing in your light and faith is always a blessing to you that
opens up so much more to anything ever imagined before. The fails, the falling down, and the
struggles all that is worth it in strength to keep believing in you, to keep
the faith to know in thanks to look up and say thank you each and every
blessing that comes your way. Lifting
the stress of your purpose up to the Lord is not giving up it is your strength
in asking in faith that you need help and know deep in your heart it will be in
the time it is meant to be. I don’t mind
that all of what I vision comes to reality because too much of a good thing is
more than enough, to see the bits and pieces fall together to leading to more
and more is what it’s all about, to have the patience to see it happen in every
baby step you accomplish.
Faith, love, gratefulness, abundance, being in the now,
knowing the love of your loved ones pass is never far from what you seek, to
embracing God in way you thought you could not of done is what will carry you
through to the beauty of all you hold in your heart to achieve in the purpose
you were blessed with in life. Even
further than your purpose to just love and care for others even if a stranger
to you, to smile and lift others in the paths you cross, not shunning upon
those that need help, to embracing them with love to help and know in them is a
piece of you. Sometimes though sometimes
it is also in having faith in you and belief to dare to ask the great ask, it’s
not only in the believing it will be you have to put yourself out there to so
bravely do the asking, to face the fear of what could be and know in your heart
what you carry is of significance built from your love. You never get what you do not ask for, that
sometimes you have to jump and have faith in all of you that you shall fall
onto the greatest of your blooming purpose blossoming more and more, the more
you believe you are important, that what you carry in you is important.
Finding the silver lining in all your gloom is the greatest
blessing to your heart that you will ever seek, to see in you there is still
life, to know up above is a force of nature that is backed by the love you fill
in this world. To believe in all of you
your loved ones passed smile in knowing that’s the person I knew she/he could be,
that they to know of all happiness that surrounds us and in that they sigh in
knowing they always will have your back as well. Tears of JOY have to be of the most amazing
moments to your heart and soul. As your
tears fall they fall onto others to pass joy onto others in their times of
doubt. Seeing the love of all you
believed in becoming into something you always believed and seen you could do
is acknowledgement of the love force of God in your life, the love force of
those that we loved that passed, truly no words can explain seeing your purpose
bloom into what you thought sometimes could never.
Love others, help others, find a piece of you in all you
see, that truly is where you can let go of pain, in the great dare of asking,
that as well is where you face your fears to see what you hold is so much
stronger than the fears that try to scare you from what you want. It truly is in loving of others and seeing
the greatness in them to help and lift up is where you see what life is all
about. Finding it in you no matter how
hard it is to reach out to others and be there for them is where you will find
the pain you feel lifted. I say this a
lot but know it is so true, to know that helping others to your fullest is
opening up your life to so much around you and your heart. Every week I go to the place of love, New
Song Church to just be there to know there lays a piece of my dad to love to
help to embrace God’s love more than ever before to understand through it life
isn’t always about good times to fill those bad days with love and rise above
it all again and again is the strength of it all. Strength of love, strength in your days of
helping others that no matter what you will rise through those bad days to see
a brighter day coming soon no matter how hard you feel you won’t
NOTE TO ALL: All of
my love is built in here, all my love is in the helping of those that have
asked for my help in their hard times, through it all in the faith and belief
that the change I felt in my heart I could be would never fade, that the
purpose I carried was with unconditional love, all of that and more to come is
always my path to walk on, knowing through it all the doors that need to open
will open, knowing in each person in need of help that I see have truly felt my
compassion is not only just because of me it is the work of God onto me onto
others.
Keep understanding
that the gratefulness you seek never goes unseen, the being in the now of
beauty that is all around instead of what you want to see in the future is a
powerful force to open your heart and doors to so much more than you could ever
think of. To always be thankful for
every little achievement in the baby steps you take, looking up and knowing
thank you God for the littlest to biggest of things you bless upon my life each
day. Lifting up your purpose with all
your love in knowing you’re not giving up that it is in your faith, belief and
trust it will be more than ever thought of one day in its own time. Purpose built on love is what we are, it is
what gives our purpose the energy it needs to grow to become all and more we
could have ever thought or seen in our minds.
Today I am so grateful for so many of things and know this is not where
it ends, that this that seems so big to me is just the beginning.
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